Friday, March 05, 2004

Future Miss America, Perhaps?
This is really cool. I just got an email from a girl I knew in Tally, Diana Posten. She went to NFC where I taught, and I got to know her a bit when I went on the senior trip to Colorado. Anyway, SHE WON MISS NORTH FLORIDA pagent! Check it out!

Thursday, March 04, 2004

YOU
Excerpts from Amena Brown's spoken word from the Road to One Day CD. I have been listening to this the past 2 days and yesterday on the way home from school, I put this track on repeat. It's POWERFUL! Today I prayed this over and over on the way to school.

OH GOD!
Search me
Know me
See me
Examine me
Test me
Watch me
Investigate me
Question me
Be pleased with me
Have me
Change me
Sustain me
DECREASE ME, Decrease Me, decrease me
Till there is NO me left
Only You, Only You, Only You

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Isaiah 53
3 He was despised and rejected--a man of sorrows, acquainted with bitterest grief. We turned our backs on him and looked the other way when he went by. He was despised, and we did not care.

4 Yet it was our weaknesses he carried; it was our sorrows that weighed him down. And we thought his troubles were a punishment from God for his own sins!

5 But he was wounded and crushed for our sins. He was beaten that we might have peace. He was whipped, and we were healed!

Monday, March 01, 2004

"Does it help me run?"
Hey all, check out Josh's Post today about "Does it help me run?"

LOL!
Mindy: the unclaimed baggage photo is hysterical!
Mindy: I still have the one you gave me!
Me: haha... i know!!!
Mindy: we're so sassy
Me: it cracks me up
Me: like 2 little old sassy prissy southern women!
Mindy: a prophecy?
Mindy: perhaps
Mindy: lol
Me: ahhh.,... NO WAY!
Me: not me
Mindy: you'll be sassy
Me: not southern and not prissy!!!
Mindy: that's true

Just found out my friend MINDY GOT ENGAGED!!! :)

Roswell Pics
I was going through some old pics of my summer I spent in Roswell and decided to scan in a few of my faves! Here Some ARE! (actually my absolute favorites are all in an awesome album that they made me before I left, so I couldn't scan those in, but these are some, none the less!)

I'm SO Weak!
So I'm on my way to school this morning, just singing along to Bebo Norman! Half way to school I remember my commitment! 'OH MAN!' I think! I can't believe I forgot. I was so mad at myself, then I realized that instead of being mad, I needed to accept the grace of God, and quit wasting my time, and spend the remainder of my time with HIM! It was hard not to be distracted after that, but I am thankful that God DID remind me half way through my drive!

Prayer
I started and finished a new book this weekend by Ravi Zacharias. It had some good wisdom. The following section on prayer really challenged me so I thought I would share it.

In speaking of our need for prayer he says:

I suggest that the individual's prayer life is key to discerning his or her character.

(Whoa! Man, if that is true, I'm afraid of what my prayer life would say about my character!)

It is a self-evident truth that a person who truely prayers and seeks God's wisdom in life recognizes the sovereignty of God and is committed to seeking God's wisdom in life's important choices. It is important to understand that it is a prayer life that buids character that honors God, not one that bradishes it spirituality or seeks to use prayer as a credential or badge of honor.... It is done out of a sense of the poverty of one's spirit. A genuine prayer life is one that is constantly broken before God. Such a person's life demonstarates the humility that is born out of brokenness.... kindness, purity, and all that is in keeping with those dispositions.

(Ok, that just slaps me in the face! I'm NOT there! I'm convicted!)

Become a man or a woman of prayer. Let your devotional life be the beacon that guides you through the tough terrain you will face. Let your heart and mind be kept close to the principle calling of your life, which is to hunger an thirst after righteousness. Make your day one in which God gets your best so that others share in the rewards of you devotion. Let the thoughts and intents of our heart be shaped and guided by time spent in His presence. Being in God's presence affects all other relationships for the better!

(Good exhortation!)

The temptations that will stalk you and the conflicts that will confront or confound you can never be met in your own strength.

(This is very true. It is when I rely on my own strength to defeat my sin and temptation, that I fail.)

later he states...

That is what a well-guarded prayer life can reveal about us, that our trust is not in ourselves but in seeking God's strength for what we do. Prayer is not a substitue for action, but prayer undergirds action with the strength that makes a difference.

(I like how he makes a point to say that PRAYER is not a SUBSTITUTE for action! But action without prayer is unwise!)

Your Grace
I've posted this before, but we sang it in chapel today and I thought it was a good end to this journal entry.

Your Grace
Your grace... Opens the way
That I might draw near to you with my heart full of faith
Your grace... is all undeserved
Though there are times I fail
Still you are with me


Your Amazing Grace is perfectly free
Day by day Your grace
Empowering me

To please you in all things
To walk in Your ways
Completely forgiven
And it's all by You grace

I want to walk in a manner that's worthy
Of the calling you've given to me
I want to walk in a manner that's worthy of the gospel